Just a Fuck and Nothing More

Like most people in the good ol’ U.S. of A, we are brought up to think that sex is to be between two people who love each other and that is it. It goes without saying that I too have had this beat into my head growing up.

I have always wondered, though, what it would be like to just fuck someone. Maybe a friend, or a best friend even? Could I do it and not have to have feelings for them like I have had ingrained in my mind all of my life? Could there really be this “no strings attached” scenario? Would it really be just as simple as having sex and then thinking nothing of it, as if it were any normal thing?

A part of me has always wanted to know; to see what it was like. It’s not like I wouldn’t have any takers. I’m almost 100% positive I could name off a few friends right now that would love to have a go at me and call it a day.

However, even if I weren’t about to get married to the love of my life, I still don’t know that I could do it. Maybe I’m not wired that way. Maybe I am and I’m just too scared. I’ll never really know and that is okay, but I can’t help but wonder… “what if…?”