Over the past… oh… I don’t know how many years…. It really doesn’t matter. What matters is that I am just done. I’m done with letting my anxiety get the best of me, I’m done letting people walk all over me, I’m done caring about what other people think of me, and I am just sick of people in general.
I have been dealing with shitty co-workers who are back stabbing bitches and I’m just done. I can’t stand their pettiness, I hate the way they are two faced and act nice to people in person, but the minute they leave the office are talking shit behind their backs. If they do it to them, they probably do it to me, and I just don’t give a fuck any more.
I’m stressed enough as it is planning this wedding practically by myself. I don’t need this immature silliness in my life either.
I’ve gotten to the point to where I just ignore most of my coworkers and only talk to them when communication is necessary. They clearly don’t give a fuck about me, so why should I give a fuck about them?
Anyone who knows me decently knows I am a very caring person. I am kind, compassionate, and loving. As of right now. I’m done being that person unless it is someone I really care about like Master or my friends.
I am nice, but I can be a force to be reckoned with. I am not here to walk this earth groveling at people’s feet. I am here to take care of myself and take care of those I choose to take care of. I am here to please myself and to live my life. Fuck anyone who tries to tell me otherwise. I am my own person and I will be damned if anyone tries to take that away from me.
Fuck everyone that tries to be a negative influence in my life. They are worthless pieces of shit and deserve to rot in their disgusting shells. I am better than they are and I will rise above this and them!